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So somehow, I lost track of whatever it is that made me want to do the things I love, mainly creating art. I've called it disillusionment, laziness, weariness from working long hours in a job I don't enjoy and not having the energy for any creative efforts. But mostly trying to figure out where I've going with all of this post-uni.
Recently I found a stack of sketchbooks I used to keep with me at all times, little pocket-sized things that form a kind of visual journal. They include snippets of what I saw and experienced both at university and in day to day life, using a wide range of media such as ink, watercolours, graphite and bits of different paper I found on my travels.
While I still occasionally use a sketchbook, it was jarring to see just far I've veered away from where I was back then.
..And how much I've been clinging to what's easy and familiar (the most recent sketchbook is filled with mechanical-pencil sketches of faces, using the same kind of angles and features and very little variation in medium and technical skill).
Needless to say, it's been long overdue but I'm happy to be in the right kind of mindset for getting back on track.
Hello again DeviantArt, it's nice to be back!
Recently I found a stack of sketchbooks I used to keep with me at all times, little pocket-sized things that form a kind of visual journal. They include snippets of what I saw and experienced both at university and in day to day life, using a wide range of media such as ink, watercolours, graphite and bits of different paper I found on my travels.
While I still occasionally use a sketchbook, it was jarring to see just far I've veered away from where I was back then.
..And how much I've been clinging to what's easy and familiar (the most recent sketchbook is filled with mechanical-pencil sketches of faces, using the same kind of angles and features and very little variation in medium and technical skill).
Needless to say, it's been long overdue but I'm happy to be in the right kind of mindset for getting back on track.
Hello again DeviantArt, it's nice to be back!
Oh, crappy internet, how I hate thee...
...Mmmyep. So, remember when I said I'd get round to looking through the monu-frickin'-mental pile of deviations awaiting my perusal? *cringes*
That pile has now reached the impressive (and slightly alarming) point of 4,500. And something.
A personal record which, while obviously indicative of my general not-with-it-ness, kinda gives me a smidgeon of the prideful warm fuzzies.
This is my slightly sheepish way of admitting my shameful neglect of DA (which can be blamed almost entirely on my 'high-speed' broadband router thingy which is apparently suffering an existential crisis). Which means, at the rate you crazy kids upload your various a
Internet is finally working again :D
Technology sucks. When it stops working, anyway.
I've been deprived of access to any website or online utility that requires login details, I'm guessing it was a network thing (I'm on TalkTalk broadband) since a lot of other local computers were down for similar reasons. Or I've just finally killed my laptop, and this latest return to online civilisation is just the stupid thing's way of telling me "See how well I work when you're not abusing my talents?" before it finally kicks it.
I'm having palpitations just thinking about how many unseen deviations have built up in the time I've been forced back into the 1990's (in terms of technology)
I'm feeling cranky and (not so) pubescent...
....and I don't know why!
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Well, actually I DO. I believe it's known as a quarter-life crisis. Or something.
Unemployment SUCKS! (but I slog through evil recruitment websites and casually murder whole forests by printing out endless copies of my CV, regardless... :frustrated: ) Trying to avoid thinking the word *whisper->* F-U-T-I-L-E. (It agitates the ninjas...)
And gosh, I'm now thoroughly bored of my own life story.. My version of hell is *THIS*, repeatedly writing out the same details and dates and qualifications and references and... BLAAAAARRRGH!
What also sucks is awaiting assessment results I KNOW are gonna be crap, judgin
Coraline! ... Aaaand deadlines!!
Wow, well I am SO happy with Henry Selick and Neil Gaiman right now :w00t!:
Saw Coraline last Friday after what was a pretty crap week, and somehow everything was shinier and yummier afterwards ^_^ (Although that might possibly have been caused in part by the whole lack of sleep/lack of food-not-containing-toxic-substances thing)
http://coraline.com/
The animation was AMAZING, loved how the characters were designed and the only noticable changes from Neil Gaiman's book (such as the addition of Wybie, a character which kinda worked well enough that it didn't bother me so much) were so minute I barely noticed, and the casting was pure genius
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